Monday, February 15, 2010

AWWWW Valentine's Day

A few things first. Is anyone else getting junk comments from who knows where? I never got them before??? Don't know. I am still trying to find a camera that is not gonna give me trouble so I can show you my arm. I am going to be wrapped for a while so I am working on that.

My big announcement is not quite ready to be announced. I am shooting for the end of the month. Hang in there with me for a bit it will be worth it:)

Now Valentine's morning Mike took the girls and me to breakfast. It was fun and I knew the girls were excited to see what their Daddy got them. So we started to head home but we weren't going home. I was in the wonder mode by now. Just when I started to have a million thoughts we pull in the Marriott. The girls started screaming and asking tons of questions. Mike opened our room and he had the room all decked out. Roses, cards, chocolate and huge heart pillows. After the girls opened all their stuff Mike grabbed my hand and we followed the rose petals to the room. Honestly I was thinking what is he doing the girls are here???? The next few minutes took my breath away. There was a giant balloon and roses. Mike told me this is my king bed to relax. He said that he was going to take the girls and that I was to relax and he would pick me up in the morning. No kids, no dogs no early morning alarm. Oh my goodness! Are you kidding??? It was just beautiful. He had my fridge full and sweet touches for me to just relax. It was awesome. Love you baby! To my girls thanks for letting Mommy have a night away. I love you all bunches!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


I will have a picture for you later today. I had 2 Dr apt on Mon and I came hm with my hand and arm wrapped so i can not type. I look like a mummy:( So I am catching up.

I know I received an award so thank you and I will get back to that soon.

I will update you on my apt with breast surgeon also.

BIG BIG announcement coming soon. Life changing:)

fighting like a girl

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Sorry it takes me a day to recover from the Dr

My apt went fine. She told me that I looked good and that she would see me in 3months. She talked to me about the "what now" My chances of it coming back is 30-50%. I think I flooded the room. While I am trying to listen and make note I could hardly see her with the tears streaming. It is so hard to hear that. I have come so far but then I think it has only been a year. I have such a long road ahead. So yesterday and the first half of today I hid in my room and slept. I woke up to a text from a friend. He said he was going through a lot and felt selfish that it was bothering him when my issues were heavier. I guess we all need to stop when we are feeling down and be thankful because some has it worse. So I picked my depressed tail up and headed for the gym. I kept thinking that she did not tell me that it was back or that I was dying right now. Thanks for the words J. Sometimes it just takes me a bit to get it together. The other issue I have to work on is the one thing my Dr said that I can control. Healthy living- eating and exercise. She wants me to get into shape and lose the weight. Cancer loves fat:( So I need to maybe try to start something or join another blog so I can be held accountable. So much for now. Thanks for reading and caring!

fighting like a girl

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

1 yr doctor apt

Getting ready to go have my 1yr check up

Monday, February 1, 2010

Recruiting- To do or not to??

I remember when my husband wanted to try recruiting. Our first daughter was only one. I knew nothing about it. The things I did not know. The hrs were sooooo long. He was home at night so I am not complaining but it was a tuff out there. Doors slammed in your face, parents calling you every name they could come up with. My favorite the HS girls falling for their recruiter. I have seen it all. So what do you think? Have you been a recruiter, spouse of a recruiter or thinking about it? I have 12 yrs experience as a spouse to usarec. Just curious your thoughts.

fighting like a girl