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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Day 6-Drained

Thank you for all the Scriptures and emails! You have been called and you have answered. I am forever thankful.

Hoping tomorrow will be the day that I am up and about. I am resting. It has been a rough few days. I will be getting my white counts checked on Friday.

Emotionally it has taken a toll on me. As I cried in the evenings wondering how can I do this My husband continued to tell that there is no option. That I am doing fine and to continue on. I kept responding with I am human and I am scared. It is such a terrible feeling. I have probably said to my children more than enough. Mommy can't right now but as soon as I feel better I will. It is frustrating. I do understand that it is going to take all I have to fight and conquer.

Thank you for praying as I rest. Thank you for being a loyal friend. There are wonderful things happening and more to come.

Praying for strength
Love Cindy
1 day Madison will be 8 (she is so excited that this house my not sleep tonight)
Miss you Jeff

5 comments:

Cindy said...

Well, since it is later where you are than where I am ~ it is probably really close to Madison's actual birthday ~ so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADISON ` You are a very special and lucky young lady to have a mom of such FAITH!!!

Bless you all, Cindy

Robin said...

I do not know what kind of diet the doctors have you on but I can tell you what has helped my mother in law. Lots of protein, calories and rest. If she wants soup she puts shreded cheese in it. If she only wants eggs she puts cheese on it.
Her doctors have told us that is the best thing to bring her wbc & plattets up.

She has now finished her treatments and praise be to God the cancer is gone.

We will be fighting the blood counts for some time to come but with God we can do this and you will to.

Remember we will all lift you, Mike & the girls up in prayer everyday. You just keep the faith and rest.

We Love Ya'll

Robin

PS. Happy Birthday Madison!

The Patterson 5 said...

May tomorrow bring a joyous birthday celebration. I am praying for a wonderful day. May you have strength from God to do all the things you need to do for Madision's birthday. Keep striving to fight! May you feel the strength in the prayers for you.

Anonymous said...

Today is the BIG Day!!!!HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY TO SWEET MADISON. HOPE YOU, YOUR SISTERS, SWEET MOM, AND GREAT DAD HAVE A FUN AND WONDERFUL DAY CELEBRATING. WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR A GREAT DAY AND WEEKEND FOR YOU. CINDY, THANK YOU FOR MISSING JEFF IN THE MIDST OF ALL THAT YOU HAVE GOING ON. YOU ARE SUCH A BLESSING TO ALL AND THE PRAYERS ARE GOING UP IN BATCHES!! LOVE TO YOU ALL. LOVE, YVONNE

Anonymous said...

Cindy, I remember days when I cried - days when I was so afraid I felt like I couldn't go on and then there were the days I was just plain angry. It's ok to have those feelings - don't keep them pinned up inside - just remember all this is only for a season - you are on the home stretch. I really believe God isn't finished with you yet - you are going to come through this and be a blessing to others going thru cancer. Hang in there - the sun will come out tomorrow. Tell Madison I said happy birthday to a very pretty little girl. Hugs, Gayla