Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Tomorrow-Say a prayer for me

I think all of my test are done and results are in. I will be seeing a new oncologist. My insurance company is not going to pay for the oncologist that I was seeing. So I will be seeing the new one tomorrow. Hopefully I will feel a connection with her. Of course I am extremely scared. I am praying that there is no bad news.

I have been working hard on my diet and exercising as much as I can. I am trying to keep busy as I wait. I cant explain the thoughts that run through my mind. I look around and notice so much more. I truly want to live. I want to see my girls grow up. It is such an uncertain feeling sometimes. I try hard to trust and believe. I look at my wrist. I think about what my daughter keeps telling me.

Lord give me strength

Thanks again for everything
Nicki-thanks for the email


Leebird said...

Hi there my sister,

Your daughters have touched my heart deeply...I have three boys, but I can picture how they would respond to such news.

Lord, hold this precious family in your arms and rock them gently. Let them feel your strokes of affection and hear your soothing "It's going to be ok." Please anoint this new oncologist with the perfect course of treatment. Give my sister the peace that passes all understanding as she waits on your "ok" to take action. Tend to her husband's broken heart and her daughter's fears. I can't wait to see what you have in store for this family who desperately trying to stay focused on You. And, Lord....could you make the veggies taste like holy manna? Thanks. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN

Cindy said...

I am praying for you right now.
One of my favorite scriptures is Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
For me it just says that I must lean on him and as I trust him, he will give wisdom for my future.
I am praying especially tonight for peace. God's peace to penetrate your heart.
And, for wisdom from your new doctor.
Praying tonight,

Anonymous said...


I wanted to let you know that Patrick and I are thinking about and praying for you. The cul-de-sac isn't the same without your girls playing in it and we miss all of you. We are here for anything at all that you need and we'll continue to keep praying for you and your family.

Melanie Strain

On Purpose said...

I am wearing my pink and praying hard knowing that God is with you!

I love you Cindy and you are a beautiful princess of the King!

Anonymous said...

Today I will wear my pink flip flops (even though they don't match)for with each step my heart will cry out to our Lord a special prayer for you and your family. May the love of Jesus surround all of you with his holiness today...
Love, Hugs and Prayers

ThreeGirlyGirls said...

Praying!!! Hope everything went well!!

My Army Brats and Me said...

Thanks Melanie and Patrick