Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Day 20-Thurs is my last day of round one

I am starting to get extremely nervous. I am trying to figure out what all I have to do to be ready. Tomorrow homeschool as much as I can concentrate on. I need to write down all of my questions so I will not forget to ask my dr when I am there. I have Alexa's game. She is handling everything so great. I still feel like I am in this dream sometimes. My mom is coming and my father-in-law. I will have a busy evening but that might be good. I need to get all my meds ready and filled. I start taking one tomorrow which is the steroid. I can not believe it is here. Time to start again. Give me the strenght to stay in control.

So how is my hair? It was looking pretty crazy and my scalp started hurting again. So I did it! Mike shaved my head almost bald. I was not comfortable with the way it felt so I left a tiny spike. It feels weird. Anyway it is done.

Friday is coming and I am scared about everything. Thank you for letting be honest about my fears. Crazy ups and downs.

Pray for the breast surgeon to be successful with the port. Pray that I don't get sick from the surgery and then have to go to the cancer center, pray for the treatment to go smoothly and pray for a good weekend. Lord hold my hand and let me know I am going to be OK.

Thanks for my cards this week. More bracelets went out today. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for praying for my little girl. May you all be blessed!

Love Cindy
Please allow my to sleep tonight.

ps-anonymous the card was wonderful


The Patterson 5 said...

Praying for you and your family tonight. May you all have a peaceful nights rest. You will be in my prayers all day tomorrow.
Mrs P (Ginny)

Anonymous said...

You truly are an inspiration. I pray you will have a great night of sleep,so you will have plenty of energy for tomorrow. Praying for a wonderful day with family.May God give you peace that surpasses all understanding. Today starts breast cancer awareness month and everywhere I went I was reminded to lift you and your family up and ask God to Bless you and yours, to let you know how loved you are..May you truly feel his peace.
Love, Hugs, and Prayers
Thank-You for blessing me so.

On Purpose said...

May you sense that He is all around you. May you know that His hand is covering the nurses and the drs on Friday. For you are His precious daughter and He is Going To take the most excellent care of you.

I love you Cindy! You fight girl and know we are fighting with you!

Anonymous said...

I am praying for God to hold you tight and give you the all the strength you need to carry you through.
A new friend from Florida

Anonymous said...

I am praying for God to hold you close and to give you all the strength you need to carry you through.
A new friend from Florida